Me .. Myself ..My World ..

On Further Education

2011-08-06T19:11:00.000-07:00

"
The student's biggest problem was a slave mentality which had been built
into him by years of carrot-and- whip grading, a mule mentality which said,
``If you don't whip me, I won't work.'' He didn't get whipped. He didn't
work. And the cart of civilization, which he supposedly was being trained to
pull, was just going to have to creak along a little slower without him.

The hypothetical student, still a mule, would drift around for a while. He would get another kind of education quite as valuable as the one he'd abandoned, in what used to be called the ``school of hard knocks.'' Instead of wasting money and time as a high-status mule, he would now have to get a job as a low-status mule, maybe as a mechanic. Actually his real status
would go up. He would be making a contribution for a change. Maybe that's what he would do for the rest of his life. Maybe he'd found his level. But don't count on it. In time...six months; five years, perhaps...a change could easily begin to take place. He would become less and less satisfied with a kind of dumb, day-to-day shop work. His creative intelligence, stifled by too much theory and too many grades in college, would now become reawakened by the boredom of the shop. Thousands of hours of frustrating mechanical problems would have made him more interested in machine design. He would like to design machinery himself. He'd think he could do a better job. He would try modifying a few engines, meet with success, look for more success, but feel blocked because he didn't have the theoretical information. He would discover that when before he felt stupid because of his lack of interest in theoretical information, he'd now find a brand of theoretical information which he'd have a lot of respect for, namely, mechanical engineering.

So he would come back to our degreeless and gradeless school, but with a difference. He'd no longer be a grade-motivated person. He'd be a knowledge-motivated person. He would need no external pushing to learn. His push would come from inside. He'd be a free man. He wouldn't need a lot of discipline to shape him up. In fact, if the instructors assigned him were slacking on the job he would be likely to shape them up by asking rude questions. He'd be there to learn something, would be paying to learn something and they'd better come up with it.

Motivation of this sort, once it catches hold, is a ferocious force, and in the gradeless, degreeless institution where our student would find himself, he wouldn't stop with rote engineering information. Physics and mathematics were going to come within his sphere of interest because he'd see he needed them. Metallurgy and electrical engineering would come up for attention. And, in the process of intellectual maturing that these abstract studies gave
him, he would he likely to branch out into other theoretical areas that weren't directly related to machines but had become a part of a newer larger goal. This larger goal wouldn't be the imitation of education in Universities today, glossed over and concealed by grades and degrees that give the appearance of something happening when, in fact, almost nothing is going on. It would be the real thing. "
- Robert M Pirsig - Zen and the art of Motorcycle Maintenance

The above excerpt is an awesome direction , if some one is thinking of further education like Masters , MBA or a Doctoral Programme after having couple of years of Industrial experience !

Every Engineering aspect has a Science form behind it ( and an art form too which I wont talk about it here ) . A typical example would be to "build a Rocket" (Engineering ) we need "Netwon's laws" (Science ) , analogously in Software too , every aspect of building a product ( Design , Coding , Testing , Management ) has a science form behind it . Only when we abstract out our daily tasks as an engineer and look at the science form beneath it and see if we can apply any latest developments from scientific research ( theoretically advanced algorithms , testing methodologies , management lessons etc ) ( and practising such thing is an art in itself !) we can excel in making better products and better world !

Bloated Search Engines Beware

2011-07-05T19:53:00.000-07:00

All the search engines are bloated heavily , the real results you are looking and need for are deep inside the results pages , not the first page , the first page contains of websites which search engine ( say google ) 'think's you are looking for and rest are nonsensical websites heavily optimized for search engines to grab your attention and get traffic for them , watch out guys , check this TED talk for further

Intellectual Integrity

2011-07-02T20:38:00.000-07:00

This is an excerpt in from the book , Quantum Philosophy
Although this chapter is to say that formalism is required in mathematics .This post is in awe of what a display of Intellectual Integrity somebody can showcase

THE CRISIS IN THE FOUNDATIONS OF SET THEORY

What is known as the crisis in set theory is a striking event that deserves to be replayed in the spirit of what it was, that is, a drama lacking neither heartbreaking nor noble undertones. Here it is then, more or less as it might be seen on the stage.

Two characters are present as the curtain rises, Gottlob Frege and Bertrand Russell. The action is set in a temple, that of the goddesses Mathematics and Logic. At the back are full-size portraits of the great priests of the time: David Hilbert and Henri Poincaré. Other pictures, in subdued tones, depict Dedekind, Peano, and Cantor. A portrait of Frege himself appears on an easel in the foreground; it has just been retrieved from the storage room after
a long stay there.

The actor playing Frege appears to be in his fifties. He is unassuming but betrays a unique passion that can only be inspired by truth. Almost twenty-five years have elapsed since the publication of his short book on logic which had initially gone unnoticed. Bertrand Russell is thirty years old. He has the unmistakably sharp traits of an aristocrat and speaks with a slight Cambridge accent.

FREGE: Yes, my final book on the theory of sets is due to appear soon. It took me twenty long years of hard work, but it was perhaps worth the effort.

RUSSELL: You know very well what I think of it. Nothing as important as your first book had been written in logic since Aristotle; and your latest one, I believe, should definitely establish mathematics on a solid base. What an achievement for the honor of the human mind!

FREGE: Let us not exaggerate. It is true, at any rate, that the logic is sufficiently clear. As for the mathematics, I think one should begin with set theory and build everything on it. In fact, there is nothing simpler or more transparent than a set. When you speak of a collection of objects, everybody knows what you are talking about.

RUSSELL: Yes, it appears to be quite obvious, and yet, I have one nagging reservation.

FREGE: Which one?

RUSSELL: Something in your Begriffschrift that puzzles me. You say there, essentially, that an arbitrary set, and I insist on the term “arbitrary,” may always be taken as an element of another set. Do you still think so?

FREGE: More than ever. A major part of my new book is based on that fact, and the idea is repeatedly exploited. Do you have an objection? I thought it to be obvious. What’s wrong with the idea that any object can always be included in a set along with other objects?

RUSSELL: That is certainly what our intuition tells us. But I wonder if we can always trust it, and if it is not possible that intuition may deceive us when left unchecked even for an instant.

FREGE: All right, I can see that you have found a skeleton in the closet. Better take it out. What is it? This expression is due to Hilbert.

RUSSELL: Do you agree that, in principle, certain sets may contain themselves as elements?

FREGE: It is at any rate a direct consequence of what we said earlier. If you asked me for an example, I would propose the catalogue of a library, which can be one of the books placed on a shelf of the same library; or the word “dictionary” in a dictionary; or God, who says “I am who I am”; or the table of contents of a book, which contains the table of contents, or even . . .

RUSSELL: I see. But let us consider all the others instead, and designate by A the set of all those sets that are not elements of themselves. Now let me ask you a question: Does this set A belong to itself?

FREGE: Let’s see, this should not be difficult. Suppose it does, that is, that A belongs to A. Now, by definition, the elements of A are those sets that do not belong to themselves. Thus, assuming that the answer to your question is “yes,” we have a contradiction. Therefore, the answer must be “no.”

RUSSELL: Are you sure?

FREGE: If I answer “no,” this implies that A does not belong to A. But then, by the very definition of A, it follows that A does belong to A. Good Lord, you are absolutely right! No matter which path we choose, it leads to a contradiction.

This is a paradox, what am I saying? An aporia, a catastrophe! It is the principle of the excluded middle that you have just called into question. But this is impossible, we cannot reject this principle, for there would be no logic left, all thought would collapse.

RUSSELL: I can see only one way out: to repeal what you have said
in the past and start all over from the beginning.

FREGE, after a moment’s reflection: There is no other solution. Naturally, my great project of rebuilding mathematics is shattered to pieces. Just when I thought I had succeeded! But, you know, what you have found is truly amazing, extraordinary. Congratulations!

It is a while since I came across something so interesting! (He leaves walking unsteadily, smiling and talking to himself.)

RUSSELL, watching Frege leave: What a demonstration of intellectual integrity! Such grace! I have never seen anyone pursue truth as honestly as he does. He was about to culminate at last a life-long endeavour, he who had been so often passed over in favour of others who did not deserve it. . . . He did not care, and when told that one of his most fundamental hypotheses is wrong, how does he react? His intellectual pleasure overwhelms his personal dis-
appointment. It’s almost superhuman. What an interior strength a man can summon if he devotes himself entirely to knowledge and creation, rather than to a vain search for honours and celebrity! What a lesson! (He also leaves.)

THE CHOIR: The temple has been shaken and it is cracking. Is it an earthquake? Paradoxes are piling up. The Cretan liar has been resuscitated. There are also Richard’s and Burali-Forti’s paradoxes, besides Russell’s. Are we to become everybody’s laughing- stock when it has been pointed out that an eleven-word sentence suffices to define “the smallest number impossible to name with less than twelve words”? Is logic only an illusion?

HILBERT, entering the room: Calm down, please, and do not panic. Look those fearsome paradoxes straight in the eye. They are all alike. They all carry the same sign, that of the whole considered as a part. The library’s catalog is a list of all books. Epimenides, the
Cretan, says that all Cretans are liars. Your eleven-word sentence refers to all possible definitions of a number.

This story shows only one thing: that Frege had not gone far enough in his efforts to formalize mathematics. He thought he could trust his intuition, if only a little, regarding sets, which appear to be so limpid. It was his sole mistake, and it is our duty to correct it. From now on, logic and mathematics will be entirely formal. (He leaves, followed by a thoughtful Zermelo, who would take up the task proclaimed by Hilbert.)

Kluge

2011-06-11T03:24:00.000-07:00

KLUGE : The Haphazard Construction of Human Mind , by Gary Marcus

An awesome ( introductory ) book for who ever wants to start learning about brain or who ever want to understand why we are the we are ( in terms of how our brain functions in various aspects , in various chapters on , Memory , Belief , Choice ,Pleasure , Language and few others.

In this book, the author discusses several bugs in our cognitive make up

confirmation bias
No matter what we humans think about, we tend to pay more attention to stuff that fits in with our beliefs than stuff that might challenge them. Psychologists call this "confirmation bias." When we have embraced a theory, large or small, we tend to be better at noticing evidence that supports it than evidence that might run counter to it.

mental contamination
Our subjective impression that we are being objective rarely matches the objective reality: no matter how hard we try to be objective, human beliefs, because they are mediated by memory, are inevitably swayed by minutiae that we are only dimly aware of.

The bottom line is that every belief passes through the unpredictable filter of contextual memory. Either we directly recall a belief that we formed earlier, or we calculate what we believe based on whatever memories we happen to bring to mind.

anchoring and adjustment
During the process of anchoring and adjustment, people begin at some arbitrary starting point and keep moving until they find an answer they like ( for questions or situations where they have no clue about answer )

framing,
This is very interesting which needs an example , consider the below scenario

Imagine that the nation is preparing for the outbreak of an unusual disease, which is expected to kill 600 people. Two alternative programs to combat the disease have been proposed. Assume that the exact scientific estimates of the consequences of the programs are as follows:

If Program A is adopted, 200 people will be saved.
If Program B is adopted, there is a one-third probability that 600 people will be saved and a two-thirds probability that no people will be saved.

Most people would choose Program A, not wanting to put all
the lives at risk. But people's preferences flip if the same choices are
instead posed this way:

If Program A is adopted, 400 people will die.
If Program B is adopted, there is a one-third probability that
nobody will die and a two-thirds probability that 600 people
will die.

"Saving 200 lives" for certain (out of 600) somehow seems like a good idea, whereas letting 400 die (out of the same 600) seems bad — even though they represent exactly the same outcome.

Only the wording of the question, what psychologists call framing, has been
changed. This is what precisely all advertisements , politicians and bureaucrats do .

in adequate self-control,
Which we all know ;)
the ruminative cycle,

the focusing illusion,
shows how easy it is to manipulate people simply by directing their attention to one bit of information or another.

motivated reasoning,
Our tendency to accept what we wish to believe (what we are motivated to believe) with much less scrutiny than what we don't want to believe is a bias known as "motivated reasoning,

and false memory, not to mention absent- mindedness, an ambiguous linguistic system, and vulnerability to mental disorders

and very well said about paranoid

Once someone starts down that path — for whatever reason, legitimate or otherwise — the person may never leave it, because paranoia be-gets paranoia. As the old saying puts it,
even the paranoid have real enemies; for an organism with confirmation bias and the will to deny counter evidence (that is, motivated reasoning), all that is necessary is one true enemy, if that. The paranoid person notices and recalls evidence that confirms his or her paranoia,
discounts evidence that contradicts it, and the cycle repeats itself.

( This blog post is my notes on few excerpts , suggest readers to read the complete book )

We have got cancer too, Mr Feynman !

2010-11-15T20:25:00.001-08:00

Happen to read this book , Surely you are joking Mr Feynman, by brilliant physicist Richard Feynman , Could not resist to share a transcripts from a chapter from this book.

"At the end of the academic year, the students asked me to give a talk about my experiences of teaching in Brazil. At the talk there would be not only students, but professors and government officials, so I made them promise that I could say whatever I wanted. They said,

"Sure. Of course. It's a free country."

So I came in, carrying the elementary physics textbook that they used in the first year of college. They thought this book was especially good because it had different kinds of typeface--bold black for the most important things to remember, lighter for less important things, and so on.

Right away somebody said, "You're not going to say anything bad about the textbook, are you? The man who wrote it is here, and everybody
thinks it's a good textbook."

"You promised I could say whatever I wanted."

The lecture hall was full. I started out by defining science as an understanding of the behavior of nature. Then I asked, "What is a good reason for teaching science? Of course, no country can consider itself civilized unless . . . yak, yak, yak." They were all sitting there nodding, because I know that's the way they think.

Then I say, "The main purpose of my talk is to demonstrate to you that no science is being taught in Brazil!"

I can see them stir, thinking, "What? No science? This is absolutely crazy! We have all these classes." So I tell them that one of the first things to strike me when I came to Brazil was to see elementary school kids in bookstores, buying physics books.

There are so many kids learning physics in Brazil, beginning much earlier than kids do in the United States, that it's amazing you don't find many physicists in Brazil--why is that? So many kids are working so hard, and nothing comes of it.

Then I gave the analogy of a Greek scholar who loves the Greek language, who knows that in his own country there aren't many children studying Greek. But he comes to another country, where he is delighted to find everybody studying Greek--even the smaller kids in the elementary schools.

He goes to the examination of a student who is coming to get his degree in Greek, and asks him, "What were Socrates' ideas on the relationship between Truth and Beauty?"--and the student can't answer. Then he asks the student, What did Socrates say to Plato in the Third
Symposium?" the student lights up and goes, "Brrrrrrrrr-up"--he tells you everything, word for word, that Socrates said, in beautiful Greek.

But what Socrates was talking about in the Third Symposium was the relationship between Truth and Beauty!

What this Greek scholar discovers is, the students in another country learn Greek by first learning to pronounce the letters, then the words, and then sentences and paragraphs. They can recite, word for word, what Socrates said, without realizing that those Greek words actually mean something.

To the student they are all artificial sounds. Nobody has ever translated them into words the students can understand.

I said, "That's how it looks to me, when I see you teaching the kids 'science' here in Brazil." (Big blast, right?)

By flipping the pages at random, and putting my finger in and reading the sentences on that
page, I can show you what's the matter--how it's not science, but memorizing, in every circumstance. Therefore I am brave enough to flip through the
pages now, in front of this audience, to put my finger in, to read, and to show you.

So I did it. Brrrrrrrup--I stuck my finger in, and I started to read: "Triboluminescence. Triboluminescence is the light emitted when crystals are
crushed..

I said, "And there, have you got science? No! You have only told what a word means in terms of other words. You haven't told anything about nature-what crystals produce light when you crush them, why they produce light. Did you see any student go home and try it? He can't.

"But if, instead, you were to write, 'When you take a lump of sugar and crush it with a pair of pliers in the dark, you can see a bluish flash. Some other crystals do that too. Nobody knows why. The phenomenon is called "triboluminescence."' Then someone will go home and try it. Then there's an experience of nature." I used that example to show them, but it didn't make any difference where I would have put my finger in the book; it was
like that everywhere.

Finally, I said that I couldn't see how anyone could he educated by this self-propagating system in which people pass exams, and teach others to pass exams, but nobody knows anything. "

Well, after I gave the talk, the head of the science education department got up and said, "Mr. Feynman has told us some things that are very hard for us to hear, but it appears to he that he really loves science, and is sincere in his criticism. Therefore, I think we should listen to him. I came here knowing we have some sickness in our system of education; what I have learned is that we have a cancer!"--and he sat down."

No wonder , its not the state of Brazil , in 1950's or so when this book is written , its true even now in India , We have Got Cancer too, Mr Feynman !

Niluvadhamu ninu epudianaa english translation

2010-09-16T22:58:00.000-07:00

The below is beautiful song and lyrics are taken from here
Song: Niluvadhamu
Movie:Nuvvostanante Nenoddantana
Language: Telugu
Music: Devi Sriprasad
Lyricist: Sirivennala
Singers: Karthik, Sumangali
Watch this song video on YouTube

[Male]
Niluvadhamu Ninu Epudaina
Nuvvu evvaru ani adigena
Aa chitrame gamanisthuna
Koththagaa

Essence : Iam noticing this strange thing newly,
of a mirror questioning me who am I ?

( for he has fallen in love and he cant see himself in a mirror, but seeing his beloved in it )

Literal Meaning:

Niluvu+addam a vertical mirror ( full length mirror ) ,
ninu - you
epudainaa - any time
nuvvu - you
evaru - who
ani adigena ? - asked

aa chitrame - That wonder
Gaministhuna -- observing
Kothhaga - Newly

Nuvvu vinnadhi nee pErayina
Ninu kaadhani anipinchaina
Aa sangathi kanipeduthunna
Vinthagaa

Essence : Iam trying to discover another strange thing
I hear someone calling my name , but i dont think its me,

Literal Meaning:
Vinnadi - Heard
perayina -- peru + aynaa -- Name
kaadhani - not
anipinchena - felt
aa sangathi - that matter
kanipeduthunna - discoveryng
vinthagaa - strangely

Nee kannula merise roopam
NaadhEna anukuntunna
Nee thEnela pedhavulu palike
Teeyadhanam naa pErEna
adhi nuvve ani nuvve cheputhuvunna

Essence : Images in your eyes looks to be mine ,
Sweet words from your honey lips looks to be my name ,
Can't believe it even if you confirm they are mine !

Literal Meaning :

kannula - eyes
merise - shining
roopam - image ( of person)
naadhe - mine
anukuntunna - thinking/imagining ( here its , 'felt')
thenela - honey soaked
pedavulu - lips
palike - uttering
theeyadanam - sweetness
naa perenaaa - is it my name ?

adhi nuvve - thats you
ani nuvve - yes it is, as told by you
chebuthu vunna -- telling

Lalalai…
Niluvadhamu…

Ha..prathi adugu, thanaku thaane
Saagindhi nee vaypu
Naa maata vinnantu
Nenaappalenanthaga

Essence : Every step my feet takes, goes towards you without my control ...
Literal Meaning :

Prathi - every
adugu - step
thanaku thane - by itself
saagindhi - proceeds
nee vyapu - towards you
naa maata - my word
vinnatu - not listening
nenaapalenthaga ( nenu + aapalenu + anthaga ) - i could not stop

[Female]

Bhayapadaku adhi nizame
vasthondhi ee marpu
Nee koti chindulni
Natyaluga marchagaa

Essence : Dont worry , its true , there is a change in you , for your monkey deeds are turning into beautiful dance forms

Literal Meaning :
same as essence ( in order of the words above )

[Male]
Nanninthaga marchendhuku
Neekevarricharu hakku

Essence :who gave you this authority to change me this much?

Literal Meaning :
Nanninthaga -- Nannu + inthaga , me this much
marchenduku -- for changing
neekevarricharu -- neeku + evaru + icharu , who gave you
hakku - authority

[Female]
Nee premane prasninchuko
Aa nindha nakendhuku

Why blame me for that , question your love it self !

Prasninchuko - Prasna is question , prasninchuko question itself

nindha - blame
nakenduku - naaku + enduku , why me
[Chorus]
Lalalai…

[Male]
Niluvadhamu…

[Female]
Ha..idhivaraku, yedhalayaku
Ye maathramuledhu horethu ee joru
Kangaru pettenthaga

Never did I felt my heart racing and its worry some too !

Idhivaruku - Never before
Yedhalayaky - yedha + laya , heart + beat ( or rhythm of heart )

yee maathramu ledu - not even there
horethu - Gushing water like
ee joru - this speed
kangaru pettenthaga - and its worrysome

[Male]
Thadabadaku, nanu adugu
cheputhanu pataalu nee letha
padhalu jalapadamayetuga

Dont worry , Ask me , Would teach you lessons which would make gentle feet would dance like water falls ..

Thadabadaku - hesitate / feel difficult to ask ( in this context )
adugu - ask
cheputhaanu - tell
pataalu -lessons
nee letha - your tender
paadhalu - feet
jalapathamayettuga - jalapathamu + ayettugaa- waterfalls + would turn

[Female]
Na darine marlinchaga
Neekendhuku antha pantham

Why are you so stubborn to change my way
naa darinee -- my way
marlinchaga - change
neekenduku -- neeku + enduku , you why
antha - that much
pantham - stubborn/adamant
[Male]
Manchethilo unte kadhaa
Preminchatam maanatam

manchethilo - mana + chethilo , our hands
unte kadha - is it there ?
preminchatam - loving
maanatam - not loving
(who am i to change your way ) Its not in our hands to fall in love or not
[Chorus]
Lalalai…

[Male ]
Niluvadhamu…

Becoming a Technical Leader

2010-03-17T22:45:00.000-07:00

Becoming a Technical Leader: An Organic Problem-Solving Approach

the book by Gerald M WeinBerg , i have been reading, borrowed from office library
This is my second book from Gerry , and he does not disappoint me again .

In Short , The Book Rocks ......... ! This would change the way you look at what Leadership is all about ,

If you are one of those Technical Problem-Solving Leaders ( or wannabes )

This is one of the books You Should OWN it

If you are in india and want to buy this book , check this for best price

Statement of Purpose

2010-02-11T05:12:00.000-08:00

Although not many knew i wanted to do doctoral program ( Yes Indeed i wanted and applied for 28 Universities all over Europe and Canada ). By now i got rejection mail from the last university too .

The point i want to make here is not that my application got rejected , The point is what i wrote in my statement of purpose , Yes the very statement why i wanted to do a doctoral program .

Any way who wants to copy some one's SOP whose application got rejected .

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Statement of Purpose – Sashank Dara

After a good academic track record and six years of exceptional industrial experience my thirst for creating more meaningful products which have an impact on masses of the mankind is not satisfied .

I have strong passion for researching and creating products which make an impact on this world , which can change the way people live , for much better world , for much better economy.

In my honest opinion , either Industry or Academia should thrive for such research ,
should work for such products which would make a difference in this world.
Unfortunately I sense there is a gap between industry and academia , most of the products produced by industry perish or don't make sense because of lack of research and most of academic research does not impact human life as there is lesser chance to make a meaningful product out of them and i want to do my part to bridge such gap.
I have strong passion for solving problems , real problems which can change the way we live ,in this age of computers and communications, there is not a problem that can be solved which can bring such change. At the same time , a strong passion in creating products of such solutions .

Coming to my interests in Doctoral Thesis I have chosen ,

1. Algorithms and CS theory , A real world application of a well researched algorithm
can have huge impact on our daily lives , it can be anything including economy , health or well optimized usage of our valuable available resources, It would be very challenging to do such research.

2. Networking wireless and Communications , Modern Days communications have
revolutionized the way we communicate , it reduced the distance between people at the
same time it complicated our relations too . So well researched networking application should add to the well being of such human relations, I would love to put my heart and soul in such research.

3. Security and cryptography , Its our responsibility , I mean computer science engineers responsibility to create more secure and meaningful applications , the world can bank on !

Its our soulful duty to save millions of people from the clutches of unending
vulnerabilities our computers have created in their day to day live , it can be their bank accounts or simply put their lives which is full of computers in one or the other form in their daily live . It would be definitely exciting to be part of such research . On a whole i think , i can put my research abilities and strong work experience to a proper use in such research which can create more meaningful Living on this planet !

On a long run , i would like to see myself as a Technology Evangelist and a Teacher , so that we can inspire and make more such research scientists required to make this world a better place to live in .

Idhaa Lokam Idhaa Lokam

2009-12-23T21:40:00.000-08:00

ఇదా లొకం ..... ఇదా లొకం ....
ఇదా లొకం ..... ఇదా లొకం ....

అవినీతి కి పట్టంగట్టి ,
నీతి ని మడుగున పెట్టి ,
నిర్జీవమైనా జనంతొ ,
నిర్వీర్యమైనా యువతతొ ,

అవివెకం తొ విఙ్నానము పెంచి ,
వివెకమని దానిని తలచి ,
స్వర్గానికి నిచ్హెన వేయదలచి ,
నరకం లొ మునగ వచ్హి ,

నీ ధర్మం నువ్వు మరచి,
నీ స్వార్ధం నిన్ను వలచి ,
ఇతరుల తప్పులు పట్టి ,
భాధ్యతలు వదిలి పెట్టి,

ధౌర్జన్యం మకుటంగా ,
ధారిధ్రం రాజ్యంగా ,
శంతి ని విడనాడి ,
అశంతి కి అద్దంపట్టి ,

కనులు తెరుచు లొపు మానవ సంస్క్రుతి కనుమరుగు అవునెమొ అని అనిపించు ,
ఇదా లొకం , కావునా కనులు తెరిచి నదుచుకో , జీవన శైలీ మార్చుకో

These lines were written by me almost ten years ago but still hold good , things have not changed much

ninnindalee .. neevallanee ..

2009-03-07T22:02:00.000-08:00

Here is a beautiful kannada song and here are its original lyrics .
This song inspired me to write the telugu version of it and here it is*

Nee Vallane Nee Vallanee kalalenno modalayanee ..
Nee vallane nee vallanee manasentho uppongenee ..

you inspire my dreams , you sway my heart

ee chinni hrudayamlo kolaahalam
naa edurochu chirunavvu nuvvu navvitee
aa chirunavvu chindinchu nee pedavilo
naa manasundi poyee .. nee vallanee ..

your little smile cause lot of excitement and
my heart got stuck in your lips that smile

thanuvanthaa jvaramoche ee rathirilo..
nuvvu haayigaa nidurinchu sari kaadu
kalalenno kuripinchu ee samayamlo,
nee kanulu mooyuta sari kaadhu

You got me fever in this crazy night , while its time for all the beautiful dreams
its not fair for you to sleep in peace.

ee maayalo ee haayeeloo
nee kalalanni modalayanee ..
in this strange euphoria , your inspire beautiful dreams

Nee vallane nee vallanee kalalenno modalayanee

pagalenti rathrenti rooju nenu ...
nee dhyaaasalonee gadipenu...
poolanni vikasinchu nee choopulatho..
naa meedhaa choopinchu nee karuna..

Every day and nite , I think of you ,
Flowers blossom with your sight , why dont you show some mercy on mee too , through such eyes.

Nee vallanee nee vallanee thanuvanthaa pulakinchene
Nee vallanee nee vallanee kalalenno modalayane

* Its not exact translation , i took a bit of creative liberty.

If -------

2008-11-17T07:09:00.001-08:00

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated, don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream—and not make dreams your master;
If you can think—and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same:
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build ’em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings—nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And—which is more—you’ll be a Man, my son!

--- Rudyard Kipling

Are Your Lights On ?

2008-10-25T00:16:00.000-07:00

Such a fantastic book on problem solving by Gerald M. Weinberg

Here are the gospels from it

A Problem is a difference between things as Desired and things as perceived

The funniest one ,

Don't bother trying to solve problems for people who don't have a sense of humor.

Don't mistake Solution method for a Problem definition - Especially if it's your own solution method.

If you solve their problem too readily , they'll never believe you've solved their real problem.

You can never be sure you have a correct problem definition , even after the problem is solved.

Don't leap to conclusions , But Don't ignore your first impression.

You can never be sure you have a correct problem definition , But don't ever stop trying to get one .

Each solution is the source of the next problem.

The trickiest part of certain problems is just recognizing their existence.

If you can't think of at least three things that might be wrong with your understanding of the problem, you don't understand the problem.
( In short , Think of three reason's it won't work ...)

As you wander along the weary path of problem definition , check back home once in a while to see if you haven't lost your way.

Don't solve other people's problems when they can solve them perfectly well themselves.

If it's their problem, make it their problem.

If a person is in a position to do something about a problem , but does not have the problem , then do something so he does.

Try blaming yourself for a change - Even for a moment.

If people really have their lights on , a little reminder may be more effective than your complicated solution.

The source of the problem is most often you.

There are two kinds of people in the world , those that do work and those who take credit. Keep in the first group - there's much less competition there.

No problem too big , no problem too small .

The difficult we do right now , the impossible takes a little longer .

People seldom know what they want until you give them what they ask for .

We never have enough time to do it right , but we always have enough time to do it over or do better.

We never have enough time to consider whether we want it , but we always have enough time to regret it .

The fish is always the last to see the water.

Standard of Living

2008-10-03T07:29:00.001-07:00

An uncle of mine , moderately educated , called from a small town , after a bit of chat , he says
in cities like bangalore , hyderabad etc the "standard of living" would be much better than their town .

"Standard of living " this very phrase has been haunting me since the time he put the phone .
Yes , skyscraper buildings , plush cars , posh apartments , multi specialty hospitals ( which has life time memberships*) seems to be so colorful for any person coming from a mediocre town or village .

But still , whats the catch here ? what is standard of living ? breathless , over crowded skyscrapers ? always polluting plush cars ? not even enough ventilated posh apartments ? hours of frustrating traffic ? potholed roads which breaks ur spine ? unhealthy food ? polluted air ? gimme a break ...

Standard of living is hygienic food , clean drinking water , unadulterated air over all simple'city' in life . no wonder how many lakhs you earn , what ever car u drive , which ever apartment u stay .. if you don't have these standards whats the point in living in so called cities ?

*yes its true , check with any big plated hospital , irony , do they expect us to be ill for rest of life ?

Call for Volunteers

2008-09-26T04:28:00.000-07:00

Yes we are looking for volunteers ...

Are you good with kids ?
Are you staying in Bangalore ?
Are you free Saturday mornings for 1.30 Hrs ?
Are you ready to donate that time to teach english/music/cultural activities to underprivileged kids ?

Then Yes we are looking for you ....

What If I dont know kannada ?
Come on , Each of us have a kid in ourselves , should language be barrier ?

What If i dont know english ?
Grrr ... how did u read so faaar ..

Iam interested in joining you , but lazy to wake up every saturday morning ?
Come on mate , Two hours a week can bring change in some one's life , do at least this if not complaining about dirty politics , pot holed roads , cricketers form or movie actors which you would be spending more than two hours a week

What if i forget to come ?
Dont worry , our co-ordinator is so good to send remainder mails , smses ..

What else i need to know ?
Just enough of reading this blog , comment below ur interest , we would get back to you ....

Back ...

2008-09-26T04:21:00.000-07:00

Yes ShottoFame Blog which was virtually dead for more than an year is back ..

Wait for writeups , rants , ideas, opinions and more ..